is it time to look
once again to others
to define what happens
in the world we share
   as they do
even without my attention

not as a powerless result
but an empowered disregard
as luck and skill has it
built for a unique survival

it wouldn't be the first
decision to reconvene
accepting the consequences
on all sides of the games

but to what end, there
   never are —
except the forever plight
of Order and Disorder a'war
   in their own
disregard for the living
   stillness
in the inside in-between